Love never dies a natural death

"If you could love me again, this time I'd be ready for it.
I think about you everyday and I'm so sorry I hurt you."

BAM, enough said.

I don't understand why this reminds me of him so much. It sucks living across the country from someone you care so much about. He's like the only guy that I can open up to. I can be gay around him, I can tell him my deepest secrets and he won't judge me. Since Carlos left he's been there for me. I feel like sometimes I hurt his feeling when I tell him about guys though. I feel like when it comes down to that I should keep it to myself. But I dunno I guess it's cuz of our past and what we once had? I dunno it's confusing as fuck. The day I told him that he's like my new best guy friend he told me he was lucky to have me. Lucky for me to be there for him, since he tells me everything. He was there for me when I needed some one the most. When I needed someone to talk to. He always has been.

He means the world to me and so much more, he's my everything without him I honestly don't know what I'd do.

:/

So yeah......

Today is Valentine's Day. Yup.






It was eh, better than last year that's for sure HAH!
Towards the end of the day it didn't end up SO bad :)
I got a Valentine at the last minute haha Zak<3


Well I just wanted to post the secrets I liked this week that's about it. Besides that I dunno.








"Nathan is the dopest person I have ever met in my life" - I was on the phone with him and he told me to put that up on MY blog, he's so funny<3 :p

:)

I will NEVER forget:




April 1st 2007














Ever.
<3

He is the closest thing I have to a guy best friend. Too bad he lives 2000+ miles away.

He means the world to me and much more.......he has no fucking clue.
Sometimes he's all I care about. And sometimes I feel like he's the only one I have left in this world. I have always loved him and I always will :)


He's always there for me.
<3

HAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Getting a taste of your own medicine isn't always sweet, eh? hahahahahahaha











Dumbass.

Lol ignore this :p

Wellllllllllll hello lovestruck.

I need to get over him, now. It will be for the best<3