It's been a year...

...and up to this day it is still hard for meh to accept that my Richard is not here anymore. Since the second I woke up all I can think about is him. I miss him so much, words can't even explain it. He was so sweet, funny, nice, and he was just a great person. He helped meh so much with everything. I miss his messages and the shit he used to say and how after EVERYTHING I would say he ALWAYS had something to say too. Since he passed I went through so much, but I know that he is still helping meh from above. He's the angel got sent meh but then took from meh, but I understand it was his time and it was bound to happen. I have never found someone that can replace him, and I, honestly, don't even want to.

I miss him so much :(

R.I.P.
12/01/1984 - 09/30/2008

Ily<3

Whatever.

I'm over it.



Some guys are just.......stupid.

Whatever.

Today, my aunt passed away.

:(

Well, sometimes

I don't know what to do, but most of the time I don't give a shit about anything.


I hate everyone.
I hate EVERYTHING.


Don't talk to me about it.
AND
Don't try to change my mind.



I don't need to talk about it.
I don't need to express myself to anyone.


Fuck you.

I want the both of them back in my life.
:(

Shit.....Uh

Haha I really don't have nothing to write about. At least nothing that I can think about at this very second. And even though I have nothing to write about I still want to write lol

I'll write about.....Hmm well anything that I guess pops in my head.


Which is nothing, nothing at all.



:/

I miss my best friend.

09/09/09

Is this day really suppose to be lucky?

Hmm....

D40<33

I got my new camera yesterday morning, I'm so happy with it :D
Here's how my new baby looks<33




:D

Here are some pictures I have already taken for my photography assignment/homework.
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Sorry they are so big.
:P

Pass,

I started college yesterday.


It, honestly, felt like I was in High School all over again.

I meet new people, saw old friends, got burned by the lame ass sun! haha


I have to go buy a new camera today, that's literally my photography homework. Get a digital camera that is not point-and-shoot and take it to class tomorrow. I'M GOING TO LOOK SOOOOOOO COOL CARRYING A CAMERA AROUND. *sarcasm* haha I also gotta buy alot of books well not like text books but like little ones. I got my financial aid thing it said it can give meh up to $5,000+ I have to call to confirm it and do who knows what.



Today is my dad's birthday. I'm so lucky to have him here alive and healthy. I hope he has many more years. Even if it means he's like 90 and walking meh down the aisle haha. I think we're going to take him out to eat. Probably. I can write alot more but I'm tired and yeah.
Happy 61st Birthday nigha<333


(That's us in 92)
:)

Food time :D