I reaaalllyyyy don't want 2009 to be over :(

I have a feeling I'm going to cry.
I'm so lame haha

Bye 2009
:(
<3333

Ahhh 2009....

How I'm going to miss this year.
Hands down, one of the best year ever.
I did so much.
Where to begin?!?!??!

• I threw my first show.
• I turned legal! :D
• I met so many amazing bands.
• I saw so many good bands live.
• I graduated HS and started college.
• Got my car!
• Got a new mo'focken phone! hahaha
• I met my girls and boys<3
• Saw my ex-fiance :)
• Went to Indiana.
• Threw another show, that got raided :p
• Got caught smoking weed haha
• Got a tat and so many piercings haha
  
• Fucking changed so much. Physically, mentally, emotionally.
• Met so many new people that now mean so much to me<3
• Almost got a job haha
• Got shitfaced with the homies and got embarrassed as fuck haha
• Got laid!!! haha
  
• Discovered so much about myself.
• GOT BRACES!!!!!!!!!!! ( about time )
• Killed THEN Chopped my hair off.
• Got a fucking iPod haha
• Discovering God<3

Bad memory:
-Losing my beloved Richard :(
-And my BFF Carlos :(

Ahh memories.

• Only on Mondays<333
• Takis for breakfast
• Sherlocks's woman-beating-hand
• Fact Thursday.
• Running on the streets instead of going to our last class.
  
• Playing, uhhh SEQUENCE!!!
• Beating the shit out of McLovin only so we can hear him say "Fuck You!"
• Senior Detention<3
• Leaving like $40 of tip at Hometown Buffet.
• Biting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• Mr. I's class<33

And so much more.
Oh, 2009, please stay here forever? :)

I never want this year to end.

<3

Why can't I get him out of my head?
He's always there. I love it though. I like how I only think about him. He's my first thought and my last. He's always on my mind. Ever since that day. He's been there. I enjoy talking to him, I enjoy spending time with him even if we don't do anything. Once I know when the next time imma see him is, I get so happy. It's like the best feeling in the world. I might not see him all the time but when I do it's like so unexplainable. His text, his smile, his voice, his presence is so wonderful and makes me so happy. I haven't felt this happy in such a long time but thanks to him I do now. And I hope he reads this and thinks the same way, he should know who he is<3












Now I just wish my best friend was here so he can know how happy I am. He would have been so happy for me<3

I miss him so much.

Lol

Guys whine too much.




Get over it.

Fuck

you're dramatic self.

Fuck drama dood. C'mon man we're not in High School anymore. Grow the fuck up, and if you're going to talk shit back it up and talk it don't type it. Talking shit via myspace is dumb. Childish. Stupid. I just want to see that faggot talk shit in my face.

WHATEVER.

The one that can save me from anyone, especially myself.

I am happy with my life, I am happy with the people in my life, I am happy with my family.

I am happy.
Thank God.